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“I—” He changed his mind and took her mouth prisoner to keep himself from saying the words. Toby knew his “I love you” would send her running away from him, instead of to him.
McKenzie took his shaft in her hand, and pressed his cockhead at her aching entrance. Toby plunged into the tightest pussy he’d ever had.
“Fuck!” He punched the wall behind them. “You’re so fucking tight!”
She felt pain as he slid impossibly deeper inside her, and then the pain turned into bliss when he started to hit her many pleasure points. McKenzie felt him grow even more, if that was possible. “Ahhh…yes…feels so…good,” she groaned as Toby slowly thrust in and out of her tight canal. His strokes began slow and long. Every time he plunged into her, he would squeeze her ass cheeks, making the sensation so much more intense. Toby changed his rhythm from slow to fast as he thrust into her core. His pubic hair rubbed against her clit, causing her toes to curl. She could feel another impending orgasm. Making love to someone you loved was overwhelming, the sharing of the soul. Sex with Wayne had been an obligation, but with Toby it was something she couldn’t explain.
Toby pounded her with no mercy, pumping her like no one had before. She ground her hips on his as he thrust up. Her clit started throbbing. “Harder, baby!” Her eyes rolled back. “Don’t stop,” she mumbled. “Deeper!” Now she wanted every inch of him, every sensation that he could cause. McKenzie was in over her head; he was driving her wild with passion. Out of breath, she sank her nails into his back. “Oh God, Toby!” She cried out as he pushed up. She pushed her hips down, meeting him in ecstasy.
He placed his arms under her ass, spreading her legs as far apart as he could, and without warning, he plunged his cock deeply into her, giving her what she’d asked for. “Yes…oh fucking yes!” McKenzie’s head hit the wall as she screamed out in ecstasy.
Toby gritted his teeth every time he thrust into her canal. “Fuck, babe…you’re so fucking good.” He slowed down, gazing at her through hooded eyes. His blue irises were now a dark ocean blue. She tilted her head, staring back at him.
“Oh…oh…I’m going to come!” She moaned as Toby hit her magic spot. McKenzie cried out as her powerful muscles closed down around his amazing cock. She couldn’t think. She heard sounds coming from her lips but couldn’t comprehend their meaning. Her entire body began shaking and her toes curled above his ass. “Yes…oh…shit!” She screamed out in pleasure when her pussy continued contracting around his cock. Her canal was convulsing, clamping down on him. Her body slumped over his as he continued thrusting inside of her now sensitive pussy.
“Fuck, baby,” his grip on her got tighter and his rhythm changed. His strokes suddenly became furiously fast. “I’m coming!”
Blinded by the pleasure Toby had caused, she couldn’t move at his fast rhythm. “Toby! Oh…” She raked her fingernails against his back, gazing right into his eyes as he clenched his jaw. “Tee…don’t stop!”
He continued making love to her madly, making her come one more time, before he grabbed his cock and pulled out. His seed splattered on the wall and his leg. Toby pressed her body against the cold wall and kissed her passionately, taking her mouth prisoner with the same intense passion she was feeling. Her legs wrapped tighter against him, and then he slightly leaned away, placing his forehead on her shoulder.
“I was made to fucking love you, McKenzie,” Toby said, out of breath, biting her collarbone.
She didn’t know what to say. Was it too soon to tell him how she really felt? With regret, her hands circled his neck, and he kissed her head.
“I’m going to be sore tomorrow.” McKenzie chuckled. “You are amazing.”
“I’m not done with you yet,” he said against her right breast. “I just need ten minutes.” she felt his lips curl around her nipple. “After having you, it’s going to be difficult leaving you tomorrow.” Toby pinched her ass, placing her on her feet.
McKenzie’s knees gave out and she collapsed, exhausted, on the floor. She covered her face laughing. “That has never happened before.”
Toby took her hands in hers and held her up. “Because you hadn’t met me.” He smirked. “We were meant to be.”
“Yes, we were.” McKenzie felt her hair on her neck, and rapidly felt for her shower cap. “Oh no.”
He chuckled, bending down and picking it up. “Looking for this?” He twirled it on his index finger. “You’ll still be beautiful when you wake up in the morning with messy hair, babe. Even if you were bald, I would still make mad love to you.”
***
They stepped outside the shower, still kissing each other. Toby grabbed the towel off the rack and wrapped it around her body, kissing her chin. “I’m going to miss you.”
She handed him another towel, and he circled the cotton material around his waist. “Me too.”
He backed her up to the sink, pressing his body into hers, making her feel what she did to him. McKenzie giggled, touching her hair. “You owe me.”
He took the hand towel off the counter and began drying her hair. “It’s not that bad. It’s just a little frizzy,” he said, patting her head with the towel.
Her hair had been straight before it got wet. Now it was different.
“I just got it permed last week.” She turned around in his arms picking up a comb and started combining her hair.
“I thought perms were curls?” He nibbled on her collarbone.
She smiled. McKenzie wasn’t really mad. “To us black women, it means getting our hair straightened. I’m going to let you in on a little secret.” She gazed at him through the reflection of the mirror. “My hair isn’t naturally like this. It’s kinky, but I use products to make it straight and manageable. Others wear their hair naturally curly.”
She’d lost him a minute ago. Women were too complicated when it came to how they looked. If they had curly hair, they wanted straight hair, and the other way around. As in a man they could give rats ass as long as they cut or trim their hair.
“You can wear your hair in any style and I will like it because you like it.” He helped her by combing his fingers through the back of her head, pulling her hair up into a messy ponytail, and kissed the back of her neck, causing her goose bumps. “We look amazing together,” Toby whispered in her ear. “Don’t you think?” He circled his arms around her shoulders and entwined their fingers together.
McKenzie’s lips curled into a sexy smile. “Yes, we do.”
Her brown skin and his tawny beige complexion were an amazing combination. Never in a million years had he thought he would fall deeply in love with a black woman. He was never opposed to it, but had never been given the opportunity. Now, he couldn’t see his life without McKenzie or lil’ man. Toby smirked, thinking about the future and what it held for them. What would their little ones look like?
“Penny for your thoughts…” McKenzie turned in his arms, facing him.
He gripped the towel she had on, letting it settle on the floor. “Beautiful, you’re not ready for my thoughts, but I see you’re ready for some more loving.” He ogled her hard nipples, and in one move, had her over his shoulders and carried from the bathroom to her bed, laying her down in the middle of the mattress. He just stared at her, inspecting her gorgeous body. In the shower, he hadn’t had time to worship her like he’d wanted.
McKenzie had a few noticeable scars: her C-section, one above her right breast, another on her left arm right above her elbow, one leading from her hip to right thigh, and one on the side of her neck. Toby touched each scar with his fingertips as his eyes teared up. He wasn’t a sensitive man to some, but he couldn’t fathom how a man who was supposed to love would inflict so much pain. “He did this?”
McKenzie jumped up, grabbing the sheets below her in an attempt to cover herself, and he wrenched them away. Baby steps, he told himself. McKenzie wasn’t comfortable enough to freely give herself to him entirely. She needed this time away from him.
“Don’t hide from me, McKenzie.” Toby fisted the sheets. “I want all of you and that includes your past. Did he cause those scars on your body?”
“You already know the answer.” She looked away, now covering herself with her hands.
“I want to hear you say it.” Toby had been taught in his group session as a teenager to speak out loud about your feelings, to voice it so that you can hear yourself.
“Yes, he did. He caused so much damage I don’t think I’m ever going to be right,” she cried out. “I was his fucking puppet, and even when I did everything he asked of me it wasn’t enough.”
“McKenzie, you’re enough!” Toby chanted. “Do you hear me? That fucking pig preyed on your love for him and then on your love for Caleb. He isn’t a real man.” His nose flared as the vein in his neck throbbed. “Beautiful,” he said, gazing at her. “Look at me.” He tipped her chin up so she could look at him. “You’re not damaged, that motherfucker is. You were his gift from God and he didn’t know how to appreciate His blessings.” he swallowed, pointing at his ribs. “But you see me. I don’t take anything given to me for granted. God made you for me, but he had to let us go through some trials so that we could bump into each other. My rib aches for your pain.”
McKenzie chuckled, and that was the sweetest sound. “Your ribs, not heart.”
He stood with his hands on his hips, exposing his aroused manhood pointing upward. “Didn’t you come from my ribs?” he smiled, and leaped on her. Toby settled in between her legs, his dickhead already pressing against her wet opening. “I’ll cherish you for the rest of our days.” Toby bowed his head and captured her tender lips. “How can I help you ease the pain?”
“You already are.” She opened her legs wider.
Toby leaned up on his elbows, watching as he slapped her sh
aven pussy with his manhood. McKenzie’s legs trembled with every gentle smack.
“My body was made to cause you pleasure.” He rubbed his dick against her slick lips, easing down to her opening. “I’m going to miss you, beautiful,” he said, pushing his rod slowly into her.
McKenzie gasped as each inch of his shaft entered her yearning core. She moaned, locking her legs around his waist and taking him in deeper, her body still sore from climbing his strong limbs earlier as he took her to ecstasy. “Take me!”
“Can you…” Toby leaned forward now with his elbows by her head as he slowly stroked in and out of her. “Handle all of me?” He asked through clenched teeth, his muscles tensing with each thrust.
McKenzie couldn’t think straight as he made sweet love to her. Was this how sex was supposed feel like when you loved someone? She couldn’t remember the last time her body felt so content in the arms of a man. He bowed his head and gave tiny kisses all over her face and down her neck. McKenzie’s mouth was agape; Toby was making her body dance in sync with his own. The man was playing her like a violin. Every move caused tiny flames that were going to lead up to a maximum explosion.
Toby’s cock played a game of hide and seek, and every time he pulled out, she would move her hips up, begging for him.
“Give…it…all…to…me.” McKenzie bit her lower lip, gazing into his eyes. This was what she’d been missing, love. She could see it staring back at her. The three words weren’t spoken but they were deeply felt. It was the way he touched, kissed, and caressed McKenzie. He wasn’t fucking her, he was taking his time, as if he was memorizing every single detail of her body.
McKenzie screamed out in pain and pleasure when he gave her exactly what she wanted: all of him. She placed her feet on the mattress and opened her thighs as wide as she could and rocked her hips to his rhythm. Her muscles started contracting around his rod making his strokes faster.
Her body lifted up off the bed as she ground up against him.
He cupped her face in his large hands. “Come for me, beautiful.”
On cue, McKenzie’s legs began shaking and then her entire body. It was like his cock caused a jolt of electricity through her body. She gripped the sheets with her fists and screamed his name over and over again. Her muscles had a death grip on his cock, and then started pulsing like crazy.
Toby’s movements became faster and faster. “Fuck!” he growled, “so fucking good. Yes…” He groaned, holding on tighter to the sides of her body. His body settled above hers as he power-drilled into her contracting pussy, and then his whole body tensed. She felt his jaw clench against her cheek, and in a sudden move, he rolled away from her as his seed sprayed on her stomach and the bed.
Toby chuckled, breathing heavily. “You almost made me lose…my senses.” Fuck, she seemed to assume he was talking about coming inside of her. “Fuck, babe, your pussy’s so good…” He closed his eyes. “Your pussy is my type of drug.”
McKenzie turned sideways, gazing at his face as he grinned. She admired his magnificent body. His manhood was semi-aroused, covered in a combination of their juices. “I’ve lost…all of mine…when you’re around.” Her fingertips played with his nipples.
Wait, what was she thinking, having sex without protection? Twice. McKenzie wasn’t thinking straight. Toby did mention in one of their chats that he practiced safe sex with his past partners.
He eased open one eye, looking at her. “You keep touching my spots, and we’ll have round three.” His dick jerked up.
“I need a four-month break.” They both laughed.
“Do you have a marker?” he asked, looking up at the ceiling.
“In the nightstand.” She pointed as he sat up and searched the drawer.
He stood on her bed and started writing something on the ceiling as she admired his rock-hard abs. Toby was built beautifully: not overly muscular, but more like a swimmer’s body.
“You know they are going to charge me for that.” She continued ogling his body. His dick was another part of him that was a work of art. Her mouth went dry with wanting to taste him. Wayne would make her give him head if she didn’t want to have sex. It disgusted her but she’d rather do that than actually have sex. “Please don’t get mad.” McKenzie watched his hooded eyes staring down at her. “We didn’t use a condom, and—”
“McKenzie!” He threw the marker on the nightstand and sat down next to her. “Why would I get mad about you taking care of yourself? I’m clean, but if you need me to get tested I will. I haven’t had unprotected sex in years.”
“I just needed to hear you say it.” She went to ease her hand away and he grabbed it.
“Don’t ever hold back the way you feel with me. I don’t need you to ask permission, say ‘please’, or ‘don’t get mad’. I want to hear anything you want to say and I’ll answer any question you may have. I’m an open book when it comes to you.” he kissed her knuckles. “Next time I’ll wear a condom.”
“I’m on birth control,” she admitted. “I’ve been on the shit since Caleb was six weeks, I couldn’t have another child with Wayne.”
Toby laid down beside McKenzie with his arms around her. “Give me a chance to show you what a real man has to offer.”
McKenzie just smiled, staring up at the words he’d written. You’re enough, you’re beautiful, never doubt that… Toby. She already knew what he had to offer. Four months would go by fast. Toby would be back in no time. She grabbed the covers, placing them over her body. He slipped under the sheets, spooning behind her butt.
***
Toby and McKenzie woke up after their intense lovemaking sessions. “I’m hungry.” She stretched her arms.
His hand rested on the curve of her hip, inching her closer to kiss her shoulder. “I’ll make you something.” Toby twisted to the side, placing his feet on the cold floor. He stood butt-naked and McKenzie rolled over on her stomach and admired his body. Swimmer’s body was what came to her mind as she ogled Toby. The man was a sculpture made just for her. He bent down to pick up his boxers and headed to the bathroom.
McKenzie poked out her bottom lip, gazing at the man who’d made such a difference in her life. “You’re not cooking for me naked?” Toby stopped before stepping out of the room and turned around, giving her a spectacular view of his impressive cock. The veins running through his shaft started to get thicker as his dick jerked and his lips curled up into a naughty smile. He made her feel and do freaky things.
He stroked his rod a few times and then went inside the bathroom, and threw the boxers out. After a few minutes, he made his way to her bedroom door.
“Come on, princess, let me make you my famous grilled cheese and ham sandwich.”
She giggled, grabbing his shirt off the floor, and slipped it over her head. “Sandwich? I thought you were going to cook up something.”
“That’s not fair.” He smacked her ass as she passed by him. “I want you naked, too, and I’m grilling the sandwich, so technically, I’m cooking.” Toby didn’t make a big deal about McKenzie not being naked.
Toby looked through the refrigerator as McKenzie eased herself on the counter, watching his every move. He was leaving her just when everything had fallen into place. He never rushed her, never asked for anything in return. He was a diversion when she was lonely, but he’d become so much more.
He got the items to prepare a meal for his lady. He heated the frying pain, spraying it with butter, and proceeded to make her a late lunch. “Look at this trick.” He flipped the sandwich in the air.
McKenzie clapped. He grabbed a bag of chips, and served her. “Where’s yours?”
“I’m not hungry for food.” Toby strolled up between her legs placing the plate beside her. His penis was semi-aroused in between the counter and her body. His fingers tickled their way up her knees to her inner thighs. “What I’m craving right now is…” he pressed his digits against her lower lips, making her jump. “Fuck, you’re already wet.” His voice was husky with desire.
McKenzie bit her lower lip, stopping herself from screaming. Her pussy was extra sensitive from all the loving Toby had inflicted earlier, but she couldn’t contain the soft moan that escaped her lips.